The Nine O‘clock Boundary
The people of this city believe in an unquestionable truth: nine o'clock at night is the boundary dividing states of being. To cross it, entering slumber, is akin to activating an invisible machine, infusing life with order, efficiency, and an indescribable 'correctness'. On street propaganda posters, citizens with serene sleeping faces are bathed in soft moonlight, set against a background of gears and wheat sheaves symbolizing abundance and health. The caption is concise and powerful: "Early Bedtime: The Cheat Code to Perfection."
I, K, am a low-level clerk at the city's Records Administration, tasked with organizing forgotten historical documents inconsistent with the current 'rhythm.' My work is tedious and solitary, but it allows me contact with vague records from before the 'Nine O'clock Boundary.' On those yellowed pages, the city's nights were once filled with bustle, chance, and chaotic vitality—cafés stayed open all night, lovers lingered under the moon, poets sought muses in the darkness. Now, at 8:50 PM sharp, a gentle yet firm lullaby echoes through the streets, and lights in every home extinguish one by one as if by an invisible hand. At precisely nine o'clock, the city sinks into a deep, uniform silence, like a vast, self-repairing precision instrument.
Initially, I too tried to adhere to this rule. After all, the promise— "Sleep before nine for a month, and you'll discover a whole new you"—permeated the air like a whisper. It was said that those who consistently went to bed early would find their thoughts clearer, their decisions more decisive, chronic ailments would heal without medicine, and even their luck would improve. They called it "tapping into the rhythm of the universe."
However, I didn't experience the 'leap' promised in the propaganda. Sleepiness did indeed arrive punctually, and I woke up refreshed, yet a subtle sense of emptiness lingered. I observed my neighbors, the model citizens who strictly followed the rule. Their faces grew smoother daily, yet their eyes seemed to have lost something—perhaps anxiety, perhaps confusion, but also perhaps... individuality. Their conversations became increasingly similar, repeating daytime observations and optimistic forecasts for the future, like minor variations of the same program. They praised the Nine O'clock Boundary as one might praise a benevolent monarch.
One day, deep within a pile of old papers, I found a fragmented memorandum penned by a former 'Temporal Order Planner.' The handwriting was messy, full of corrections and panicked exclamation points. He mentioned that the 'Nine O'clock Rule' didn't stem from considerations of health or efficiency, but was... an experiment. A vast experiment aimed at "optimizing collective human consciousness, eliminating the chaos caused by individual differences." The memo concluded: "They think they're cheating, but they don't know they're being formatted... Night dreams are the last resistance, they must be compressed, purged..."
This sentence struck me like lightning. I began to notice people who occasionally looked tired in the morning, whose eyes flickered. They would quickly readjust, merging back into the calm sea of 'optimization,' but that fleeting moment of distraction, like glimpsing an exit in a labyrinth, made my heart pound.
I decided to stage a small rebellion. One Tuesday evening, at 8:55 PM, I drew the heavy curtains and didn't lie down as usual. The lullaby arrived on schedule, enveloping my room like a warm tide. Nine o'clock sharp. Silence fell. I sat in the darkness, my heart pounding violently, like a sinner desecrating something sacred.
At first, nothing happened. Outside, the silence was deathly. But gradually, I began to hear sounds – not from outside, but from within. Subtle thoughts and feelings suppressed by the daytime hustle and the enforced nightly slumber, emerging like dust motes in a sunbeam. Fragmented childhood memories, a lingering melancholy over an old poem, futile questions about the meaning of existence. These 'useless' thoughts, long denied space in the efficiency-driven days and forcibly cleared nights, surfaced.
In that moment, I felt a long-lost feeling of being 'alive' – chaotic but real. I realized that the so-called 'cheat code,' what it 'optimized' away, might be precisely the inner landscape of contradictions and uncertainties that makes us human. It offered a seemingly perfect order, but the price was the impoverishment of existence itself.
Over the following weeks, I began secretly delaying my sleep time, sometimes by minutes, sometimes by half an hour. I didn't dare to be too conspicuous, knowing the surveillance of the 'Temporal Order Maintenance Bureau' was omnipresent. Their personnel, wearing silver badges and possessing equally vacant eyes, patrolled the streets, ensuring the absolute authority of the 'Boundary.' Those who violated the rule were subjected to 'resynchronization' treatment; the exact process was unknown, but those who underwent it became even more 'standard' than others.
I discovered that as I stayed awake, gazing at the sleeping city, it revealed a strange, almost Kafkaesque absurdity. Utter silence, as if everyone had been sucked into a vast, dreamless void. Occasionally, a faint light would flicker in a window, like a dying star struggling for life, only to be quickly extinguished. Were these 'outsiders' like me? Or merely random errors the system couldn't entirely eliminate?
I recorded my findings and doubts in coded language, hiding them within neglected old files, like hiding a forbidden book in a vast library. I don't know what purpose this served, perhaps just to prove that, in an era where everyone chose 'optimization' and 'cheating,' there was once an insignificant archivist who, beyond the Nine O'clock Boundary, briefly stood watch over humanity's chaos, fragility, and truth.
Perhaps the real 'cheat code' isn't going to bed early, but managing to wake up, however briefly, during the mandated sleep time, glimpsing the abyss of infinite possibilities concealed by order. And this glimpse itself is a dangerous, forbidden freedom. The city still falls asleep on schedule, the smiles on the propaganda posters remain flawlessly perfect, while I, in the silent darkness, have become a stowaway in time, a wakeful stranger, guarding the soon-to-be-forgotten secrets of the night and dreams. I don't know where this path leads, perhaps a deeper labyrinth, perhaps some form of judgment. But at least, before being completely 'formatted,' I choose to retain the right to think, even if that thinking only occurs beyond the boundary, in brief moments unknown to anyone else.